Since it proved, my вЂњflingвЂќ lasted for seven years. In the past, even while commitment-phobic we both expected to get married someday as he was.
I almost never told anyone about our age difference throughout it all. I let people assume we had been the age that is same. It absolutely was too humiliating about it, especially when people found out and called me a cougarвЂ” I always felt ashamed. That word was hated by me. I understand therefore lots of men whom deliberately date women fifteen or two decades younger than they’ve been with no one provides a damn. But a female dating some body younger is a predator? Just just What the real fuck?
As our relationship became strained together with failure to commit, i came across it harder and harder to confide in other people.